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Tuesday, January 12, 2016

Shadowbook

Well, I finished my novel Shadowbook today! I originally wrote this book when I was twelve, and I've been working on the rewrite for a year. I am very, very pleased with the way it came out.
Shadowbook is a gothic Cinderella story, based on the Jungian Shadow Complex. It is about a foster girl called Nyx. Exploring her own dark side gives her solace from her life, but it does not actually change anything. The tables turn when she meets Astor, a mysterious, handsome, debonair Shadow boy who falls in love with her and promises her a new life. But Shadows feed off people's souls, and Astor has a taste for the souls of young women. Can she trust him?

Writing Shadowbook has been quite an experience. I have explored and integrated with my own dark side (represented by Astor). I've enjoyed learning about psychology and writing a gothic novel. One of the most interesting things about Shadowbook is how it includes both modern concepts and ancient fairy tale concepts. I've analyzed Shadowbook's fairy tale themes, psychological themes, gothic themes,  and also how it relates to other books.

I'm very happy with it :D Now to celebrate by playing dark, gloomy music!




Friday, January 1, 2016

Music Lists: Celtic Lore

"The Forest Queen" by Peter Gundry


"Elan" by Secret Garden


"A Celtic Lore" by Adrian von Ziegler




"Wings of Freedom" by BrunuhVille




"The Market Song" by Faun 



"Prophecy" by Adrian von Ziegler



"Lore of the Loom" by Secret Garden


"The Wedding" by Enaid


 "Rhiannon" by Faun




"Fear No Darkness" by Adrian von Ziegler

"I Know My Love" by The Chieftains with The Corrs


"Music for a Found Harmonium" by the Penguin Cafe Orchestra


"The Wolf and the Moon" by BrunuhVille


"Guardians of the Woods" by BrunuhVille


"Moonsong" by Adrian von Ziegler


"Ynis avalach" by Faun


"A Celtic Tale" by Adrian von Ziegler


"Children of the River" by Secret Garden


"Oyneng yar" ("Dance my Love") by Faun


"Alkonyvarazś" ("Twilight Magic") by The Moon and the Nightspirit
("fak" is Hungarian and means TREES. TREES!


"Huron (Beltane) Fire Dance" by Loreena McKennitt

"Dance with Dragons" by BrunuhVille


"Scarborough Faire" by Irish and Celtic Music

"Going Home" by Terry Oldfield


"The Sky and the Dawn and the Sun" by Celtic Woman


Thursday, December 24, 2015

The Cat Days of Christmas

Merry Christmas, everybody! My sister and I wrote this last year.

On the first day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
A scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the second day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the third day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the fourth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree

(DUN DAH-DUN!) 

On the fifth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree

(DUN DAH-DUN!) 

On the sixth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM) 

4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the seventh day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
7 cardboard boxes
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the eighth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
8 fluffy beds
7 cardboard boxes
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the ninth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
9 laser dots
8 fluffy beds
7 cardboard boxes
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the tenth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
10 little bells
9 laser dots
8 fluffy beds
7 cardboard boxes
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 


On the eleventh day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
11 acorns rolling
10 little bells
9 laser dots
8 fluffy beds
7 cardboard boxes
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree

(DUN DAH-DUN!) 

On the twelfth day of Christmas, my owners gave to me…
12 toilets flushing
11 acorns rolling
10 little bells
9 laser dots
8 fluffy beds
7 cardboard boxes
6 cans of cat food
5 FEATHER TOYS! (BUM-BA-DUM-BUM-BUM-BUM)
4 ribbon sticks
3 old strings
2 catnip things
And a scratching post shaped like a Christmas tree
(DUN DAH-DUN!) 

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

A Shadow Lullaby

(Featured in my novel Shadowbook, which you can read here)

Light has come, but still you keep
The Night in your folds, dark and deep
To protect you as you sleep. 
She holds you tight
Until twilight
When owls rise in silent flight.
Awaiting you is a moonlit field
A starlit grove, secrets concealed
Waiting still to be revealed.
Dream sweetly in Night’s warm embrace
Reposed in a hidden place
Til you see the moon’s shining face.
In the darkness, safe from harm
Night holds you in Her arms,
Night holds you in Her arms.





My Shadow

Sometimes I try to sleep
As the light fades,
Trying to see the shapes in the dark
Not fearing the creature that lurks behind me
I know who he is, I know his name,
That is a rare case.

The world tells me he is ugly. 
So ugly, I should lock him
Behind a door, with all the dark
So that no one could look upon his terrible face
But if I do, then he will be terrible.

Humanity has forever
Tried to conquer his kind,
To control them and get rid of them
But if you lock them up and ignore them, 
They will force their way out and take over you,
And then their terrible faces will show through you and your personality. 

The world thinks that they 
Will do this anyway
If you leave them out to frolick
That they are innately evil
When they really are just angry at being locked up and disrespected. 
We are told that we should fear them.

But I do not fear him. 
I opened the locked door to his lair.
Dared to look upon his face, and shake his hand.
I cannot see him,
Even if it was light,
I could not see him.
I can see him in my mind’s eye, though
And he is beautiful.

Beautiful!
Ethereally, terrifying beautiful, 
I may be told that this is a disguise,
To entice me, to hide his horrible true face
But I know who he is. 
And he is not ugly.

My anger,
My wildness,
Recklessness,
Sensuality,
Arrogance! 
I love him. 
I am not afraid.

And as I sit here
Listening to the night air, trying to hear
A voice, of a being 
That the world fears
More than they should
He wraps his dark wings around me
And genuinely, gratefully, loves me back. 

I sleep.



Jungian Shadow Complex summed up by a poem.

What do you know about me? -- A Poem


Nothing. 
I figured.

Could you possibly assume the way the sky was oriented?
You don't know the sky; you know the earth
I know the sky.

Can you sing?
You can sing.
Can you express?
I thought not. It's the way it is.

Ask me a question.
Any question.
I'm always honest.
I don't lie
And I don't tell half-truths, even if the truth might hurt.

Feel pain.
Learn from it.
Feel sorrow.
Overcome it.
Feel fear.
Face it.

Take my advice. I'm going Back, now.
First you will figure out what I am, and how you can speak to me



This poem just flowed out of me one day. After much contemplation, I have concluded that the speaker in this poem is God.

How to Be a Witch: Your Altar



Above is a picture of my altar. Although altars and magical tools are not strictly necessary to be a witch, they are very helpful to have. I've been putting this one together for two years, but they don't have to be anywhere near this extravagant. Before you can get to buying all the fun stuff, start with the basics.

To create a basic altar, you should have these five things:

1. At least one candle. If specific colors aren't available or necessary for your spell, it should be white. If you're a Wiccan, having a God Candle and Goddess Candle would also be ideal. You can have two candles of the same color, but gold is best for the God Candle and silver for the Goddess Candle.

2. An athame or a wand. These are used for directing energy. They represent Fire and the South. Wands can be made of wood or crystal. Athames are knives, but they are not used to cut anything. They are used for the same purposes as wands and therefore aren't really necessary, but if you really want an athame and your parents won't let you have one, a dagger-shaped letter opener will work.

3. Incense and a burner, representing Air and the East.

4. A pentacle. Pentacles are used for consecrating objects, and represent Earth and the North. (If you're not Wiccan, don't feel like you have to have one).

5.  A chalice, representing Water and the West (this can just be a wine glass).


These items will create a very simple altar. You can enhance your altar with...

Crystals: Crystals radiate energy and are very useful for spells. Clear quartz will enhance all your magical items and is good for cleansing. Amethyst will keep away nightmares if you keep it beside your bed. Hematite will ground your energy. Crystals and tumbled stones are easy to get and inexpensive, and you should at least have a few.

A Talisman Pot: A container for your various talismans (stones, feathers, shells, jewelry, etc.) to preserve their energy.

A Cauldron: Represents the Mother Goddess, can be used for spells and to burn things in. I use a small charcoal grill.

Herbs and Essential Oils: Helpful for spells and healing

Objects Representing the Four Elements: Such as a nut or stone for earth, a feather for air, a piece of volcanic rock or a shark tooth for fire, and a shell for water.

Salt: Used for cleansing and spells.

Statues: Representative icons of gods, goddesses, animal totems, and other spirits. You can use them as symbolic representations of the spirits in spells, and they make your altar look awesome.


Feel free to ask about anything on my altar, and about any other magickal tools and items that you think you should have.


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